All this stupid shit in my teenage stereotyped life is bugging me. The intricacies in life can't be explained, but the finer things in life can be found when the mind sees past the surface and delves into the inner emotions of the human being. The company of a companion, the laughter friends indulge in, the happiness I find when I can be able to relax and be comfortable with people that don't care of outer attributes but only the inside are what I live for. So fuck what you think, you need to learn on your own sometimes, and when it comes to people, listening to others leads to conflicted relationships. The dreaded past seems like it'll forever haunt me but I believe that I can walk a different path of integrity & wholeness. Awkwardness reeks on & milking the clock won't do shit. Tabula Rasa, clean it up clean it up, three stacks, act upon the matter, don't be a sitting fucking duck. Life is shorter than you think, each minute should be used to the fullest, carpe diem damn it! Procrastination happens to people who don't know how to use their minds, who think lifes a bust, who sees life merely as a game. Life is greater than that, its a blessing to live, & take advantage of those opportunities given, things that may rise only once in life. But always remember to have fun while you're doing it! I feel larger than life right now, sky's the fucking limittttttttttttttttttttt
